Hey! So lately i have been busy with school and things. We have projects coming up, and tomorrow Aubrie S. and brittany A. are coming over and we are going to work on our project for spanish, that should be interesting. haha Then my sister is graduating in like 2 weeks! WHOO Then my birthday is going to be here really soon! Well i gtg! Love you all!

-LisaRenae

Hands touch, eyes meet
Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl
He could be that boy
But I'm not that girl.
-WICKED

nobody understands how much i miss you. miss
how much we used to talk and miss all the things
we used to do. i try not to admit it to myself that
i still feel this way. nobody knos that i still wake
up think`n of you each day... i still think of you n
i really do miss you. i would give up everything i
to have you

At some point, you have to make a decision.
Boundaries don't keep other people out.
They fence you in. Life is messy. That's
how we're made. So, you can waste your
lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life
crossing them.

somethings are ment to be left unsaid,
it's just hard to know which things*

I'm so scared of everything. I'm scared of how things will turn out when I'm gone. We may say our friendship will last forever. & I do believe our friendship is strong & will never fail cus neither one of us will allow it to, but we have no control over the distance that stands between us. It scares me knowing that you are going to be laughing & smiling with someone else other than me. & what scares me the most is that someone is going to take my space as your best friend. I can't bare the thought that when I'm sad & crying, someone else is going to be here wiping my tears from my face. I know a time is going to come soon when we have to part, but I ask myself why can't it be later & not now. Our lives are going to change once we part, & I fear that so much.

when did life get so hard? it seems like just yesterday we were little kids without a care in the world. i dont think i like growing up.

hey!

I hope you all had a great EASTER! well ttyl love you all!

-LisaRenae

you were there for me for so many years .. making
me laugh while i was in tears ;; i will never let anyone
take your place because you're the best friend i've got.
you laugh at my stupidest jokes ;; put up with my worst
moods .. go along wth my crazy ideas .. and you still \\
manage to see the best in me

there`s a point in life where youu get tired of
chasing everyone and trying to fix everything
but it`s not giving up. it's realizing youu don`t
need certain people & all the bullshit they bring

Such a sucker for a sweet talker.

i want a guy that doesnt care
about what i wear or how i do my hair.
who loves my smile and my dorky laugh
and how i get hyper when i'm tired
who would never want to see me cry
-- at least not tears of sadness
&& who would do those small things
that make my day
just because he knows it would make me happy<3

Sometimes, the things you complain
about most, are the things you care
about most. Unfortunately, you dont
always know that before its too late.

i was born to be stubborn, to be
a little bit bitchy, to push people
to push myself. i was taught never
to take life for granted, to live a
little, to love with everything i had
to never give up, to believe in
myself, but most of all, fight for myself

I've learned in my lifetime so far that you can't help who you fall for & no matter how hard you try & how much it hurts you everyday that you just wanna be with them or just talk to them, you never stop trying to make them happy by the little things you say or do cause that's what makes your life worth going on for

*Teenage Years*
Big dreams, Stupid fights, Sleepy days, Endless nights
Broken hearts, Mascara tears, Cell phone bills
Report card fears, Clothes too tight, Shoes so high
Out past curfew, Another lie, Eyeshadow color
Midnight black, Lip gloss flavor, Cherry Attack
Belts with stars, Boys with cars Many Fears
Just a taste of teenage years

a part of me
wants to erase you
from my past
but another part of me
still wants you
in my future

there is always someone better then you. there is
always someone prettier then you. there is always
someone more talented then you. there is always
someone smarter then you. there is always someone
one step ahead of you... but the girl who is better
then you, may be just the loneliest person. the girl
who is prettier then you may not be so pretty on
the inside. the person smarter then you, may not
have the love you recieve from others. so never ever
be the jealous one. love what you have. cause once
its gone.. its gone

i must have been absent the
day they taught us goodbyes.